Guide Me

Feeling good is a day to day struggle
sometimes I am grateful for a good moment
I cling to these times and hope
the light will still guide me
When I am working
and painting or cutting sculptures
I feel like he is just around the corner
watching me, encouraging me and sometimes
telling me to slow down
take a breath and to be above all
alive, creating and still here
It does not get easier
some days it is sheer will power
and strength that gets me through
I have faith we are still one
in many ways
I still feel amazed at having been so loved completely
today I silently thanked him for his invisible guide
and love